April 2013
1 post
January 2013
2 posts
December 2012
5 posts
November 2012
12 posts
This I the second time something like this has happened to me and I’m starting to believe it my fault. I’m honestly sorry for anything I’ve done wrong to anyone, idk why i get suh bad karma but I’m done. I know a heartbreak isn’t the end of the world but I just wanna get myself together and go on
i want to go to college.
i wanna get my license
i want a nice car
i want my family to be safe and happy
i need to be happy
i have to succeed.
Once I'm with you, nobody else matters.
hate:
i don’t want a “thing” or a “relationship” with anyone i just wish i was someone’s top priority again. someone who’d want to talk to me all day and find ways to hangout with me even though they’re busy all the time. someone who will set time aside for me idk lol
relationship
I never got a chance to have you and that’s what kills me. You never even gave me the chance to fuck up. I gave you all the chances and a chance with my heart. Just wanna know how it feels to love and be loved back…
October 2012
0 posts
aww hi tumblr. i missed this thing ^_^
June 2012
1 post
April 2012
2 posts
exploreabetterme:
I wish someone liked who I was on the inside ..
purposeless
cant find anything that works for me..
i thought everything was going good and now im back to.. this. i dont wanna be unhappy, i hate crying but i dont know what else to do. i have a lot of hw that i should be doing but i cant, i cant focus.
im really starting to feel like i have no purpose.
March 2012
2 posts
exploreabetterme:
I wish someone liked who I was on the inside ..
not believing in myself is my biggest downfall
January 2012
6 posts
Day 3: your view on drugs & alcohol
i dont smoke.
i sip light liquor…
and um … i dont like when young ppl OD w/ drugs and alcohol because its “cool”
Day 2: Where you'd like to be in 10yrs
i cant really answer this, im not ready to answerr this.
i just know that in 10 years i wanna be happy.
Day 1: Your current relationship, if single...
Im single
am i enjoying it? kinda, i just hate being lonely. Im the type of person who wants to be loved and return the love back. I love being loved, BUT im so emotional that i sometimes cant handle it.
I dont want to be single anymore, i wanna be happy with someone and just have 100% mutual feelings. Im not in a rush, but I’m Ready . Ready to be loved and love back, ready to make someone...
Idk what to do anymore , I haven’t been through this in a while . Just sitting here crying .. One of those cries where tears just won’t stop falling. I don’t even have the energy to cry my eyes out and be emotional … They’re just falling down on they’re own and I’m not even gonna try and cheer myself up because I’m tired! Im so tired of being unhappy...
December 2011
6 posts
winter.
im ready to hibernate.
school, work, home.
my life as of today :(
sick of school, sick of “friends”, sick of boys and sick of social networks.
just gonna do my fuckin hw, pass all my classes and wait for summer.
I wish someone liked who I was on the inside ..
Every time I meet someone new I’m reminded that I’m not good enough . This boy just told me he wants to leave his gf cause she doesn’t make him happy but she’s not like me, she’s “kind of skinny” … My feelings are so hurt , I know I’m not as thin as everybody would like but I’m trying :(
I dislike single life because ..
I feel so alone
No one is there to hold me
I have no one to talk to
…No one to go out with
… No one to care
No one to kiss
No one to laugh with
No one to love
No one to love me
No one at all :(
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These things.
therealchrissylove:
Things that make me happy
You
Sex
Laughter
Hugs
Things that make me unhappy
When we’re apart
When we’re not intimate
When I can’t hear your joy
When you don’t hold me
November 2011
7 posts
fighting myself from doing what my heart is suggesting…
using my head instead .. that might work out better :(
good things come to those who wait
i still want #oomf and i will get him, because im spoiled and … i’ve been waiting patiently. he will see, that him & me are meant to be.
my bucket list. (in no specific order)
sex on the bech.
sky diving.
go to a nude beach.
love and be loved back/ fall in love/ experience unconditional happiness w/ a spouse.
cuddle with a tiger, a friendly one (lmao)
spend thousands in one day, all on clothes
vaca in the most unthinkable place …
make a song (a duet preferably)
hug Wale
tell everyone my true feelings about them
visit a third world country and help out
...
im not sure why briahnna keeps posting that video after i asked her not to.. i was serious
81810
we’ve came a long way over the past like 16 months and i still really dont know how to feel about this, im probably gonna cry while writing this cause ive been holding in my tears since last night.
i love lamont. i like that he puts me in my place, i like how he compliments me, i like his kisses, it all makes me feel good. but somethings i just cant deal with.. i always feel like i go out...
September 2011
2 posts
I’ve become way too strong to cry over little things . I just know i tried .
Haven't posted in a while ...
There’s this boy …
I feel some kind of way about him. Not love or anything i dont think. It’s just I want him in my life , like even as a close friend . He’s just so breath taking and whenever we speak I feel so motivated to do more . He makes me wanna step up and change shit in my life and I like that. he’s not perfect but honestly I think we would balance...
August 2011
1 post
People always say they won’t change for anyone but i know i would. I just wanna be able to please someone if not everyone . I swear it’s probably so much better than being alone. I feel like I do my best to keep things ok with everyone . But it never seems to work that way. Nobody even sees why I do the things I do. I wanna be understood but mostly appreciated. I wish for a lot but I...
July 2011
1 post
I wanna write a long sad post but I just can’t , I need to express myself !!!!
June 2011
29 posts
39053.) It sucks being replaced.
